theastrofiend STORYTIME: Creepy Sleep Paralysis Like experience!: A Halloween/ Scorpio Season StoryTime

I know it’s been a few months since I uploaded to my YouTube channel. I am sorry I am a very contemplative semi introvert, Pluto in the 4th House/ Scorpio IC person. Add my Scorpio moon, Sun/Mercury in the 8th House to the mix, and I am private AF. More on this later.

Today I want to bring you a creepy story time for Halloween, since today is Halloween. It’s also fucking Scorpio season, so shout to all the good evolved Scorpios. Check out my storytime, by clicking this link.

This story-time is about a creepy sleep paralysis like experience. This experience is not recent. The creepy paralysis experience happened a few years ago during the winter/early spring a few months after my epic Paris/Europe Travel experience. 

To put the story into context and to frame the story, this all started a few years ago when I went to the catacombs in Paris, France by myself on Halloween. #fearless. If you don’t know what the Paris catacombs are. The Paris catacombs is an ancient underground cemetery/tunnel where there are miles of walls of human skulls and bones. It holds the remains of more than 6 million people. Below are the actual photos I took from my Halloween Paris Catacombs experience:

Anyway it was an interesting experience. It was cool, dimly lit space. I wasn’t afraid. To be honest in hindsight I was being ratchet and disrespectful to the dead, I was taking selfies with the skull and touching it and shit pretending it was my friend. 

After that experience, it was either the same night or a few days after I don’t remember but my laptop stopped working. Regardless nothing serious happened until I got back home to America a couple of months later. I started to experience weird shit, not creepy shit but weird shit. I started to experience a sucking feeling in the Back of Head. It's a tingling, suction, pulsating sensation in the back of my head like someone is massaging/sucking my head. It doesn't hurt and it goes away after a while. For a solid period of 2 years I used to get that frequently and at night. I haven’t had that experience in months. 

Not only that but just other weird coincidental experiences that were weird. Example: One weird experience was one time I was googling a question and pulled up a Yahoo answers page. The person who was asking the question had the same first and middle name like me. Weird shit like that. 

In my entire life I’ve only had like 4 sleep paralysis experiences, the first one happening when I was in middle school. The first sleep paralysis experience I had ever I thought aliens were behind my door messing with me. I was afraid for a little bit, but it wasn’t that scary compared to one I am speaking of now. 

Note shortly before this creepy weird sleep paralysis like experience I did had another weird experience, where I woke up and I saw a faceless shadow creature/figure on the curtain of my window. I wasn't afraid, I just felt it was watching me. This isn't the first time that I saw shadowy figures on curtains/windows, I saw shadowy figures on curtains/windows once or twice before when I was child. Whatever the case this hadn’t happened since I was a child. With all these experiences I wasn’t afraid, just weirded out. 

Now let's get into the main story. It happened a few years so the details are murky and not as vivid anymore. To be honest I remember more of what I felt and my emotions/feelings than the details. 

This particular creepy weird sleep paralysis like experience, it was super weird and scary. I suddenly woke up (in the middle of the night) and I felt like I wasn't alone, like something was in the room with me. I sat up to collect myself and then I laid back down to try to go back to sleep when suddenly I physically felt this entity go inside me. It was so weird, I couldn't move and started to experience sleep paralysis after that. 

I couldn't move, it was like sleep paralysis, but I didn't just suddenly awaken, I was already awake for like a 1 minute before this thing went inside of me. 

I couldn't talk/scream so in my mind, I told this thing to get out of me. I was like get the fuck out of me. Leave me alone. I was fighting, and this went on for what felt like a couple of minutes. I pretty much had to mentally tell it to leave my body. I was like get the fuck out and bullied it out.  It seemed like it took forever for this thing to get out, but it eventually did. 

That experience shook me and it took me a while to get back to sleep. It only lasted like a minute; but I was shaken up/couldn't go back to sleep for a while. 

I do have a few theories about this:

Theory A: I brought something back from the catacombs. Entity, ghost, etc. 

I mean I was messing with the skulls and shit. The dead was probably mad and felt disrespected.

Theory B: I attract entities when I travel. With this theory I have to tell about another weird experience related to with traveling. 

A year after that creepy sleep paralysis like experience; I was traveling with my sister in a city I've never been to. After hours of exploring, we went to a hotel to use the bathroom. As we were leaving the hotel I suddenly felt this fear and dread just sweep through my body.  It only lasted for a few seconds, but I was #shooketh. Fun fact when I was a kid I was afraid of hotels, and in that experience it took me back to my childhood and that fear that I had.

Regardless moral of the story is if you visit the Paris catacombs don't fuck touch the skulls/bones and don't  take kissy face selfies with the skulls/bones. 

Does anyone have any experiences similar to this? What do you think happened? What are your theories?

I hope you enjoy, sorry for the loud fan noises, I had my fan next to me while I was recording.

theastrofiend Astrology: All About Mercury in Leo

Mercury acts like a conduit and bridge to your emotions (the moon) with your mind (mercury) and the rest of your natal chart and personality.

A quick basic breakdown of how each mercury element is:

An earth sign thinks and communicates practically and in an logical matter.

An air sign thinks and communicates intellectually and in a detached matter. 

A water sign thinks and communicates emotionally and in an emotionally instinctual matter.

A fire sign thinks and communicates passionately and in an impulsive matter.

Mercury is in Leo, so you communicate and think in a Fiery/Solarian way. Leo is a fixed fire sign ruled by the Sun. Here this Leo mercury communicates in a fiery, enthusiastic and dramatic way. 

The Leo mercury as a fixed fire sign is a strong and confident communicator. Leo mercury are direct (fire) and pointed (fixed) with their words and non-verbal language.

Non-verbally Leo mercury communicates using their bodies and faces. Eye-rolls, exaggerated sighs, pouting, and thunderous belly laughs to name a few non-verbal communication tactics.

Downsides to Mercury in Leo

As a fixed mercury are deliberate communicators that maintain and steady conversations. This means that no matter if you are an emotional/psychic communicators (water Mercuries), passionate/impulsive communicators (the other fire Mercuries), careful/rational communicators (earth Mercuries), or out of the box/logical communicators (air Mercuries), a fixed Mercuries will reel it in and keep the conversation focused and steady.

The Leo mercury as a fixed fire sign is quite passionate in speech (fire) that can give away to a self­ centered, stubborn (fixed), and boastful communicator who can be overly sensitive when they feel their opinions and ego is being questioned, attacked or taken for granted.

Leo Mercury can get carried away and control the conversation and not let anyone speak. This is not something they do on purpose (unless it's an argument), it's just apart of their nature. Leo Mercuries love talking, especially about themselves so if you are expecting a deep, emotional, spiritual, philosophical, and life-changing conversation that is few and far in between. Leo though capable of depth usually don't go there and prefer to keep conversations light and fun.

Mercury in Leo natives are nice, friendly and genuinely like everyone so there is an expectation for people to automatically like them and agree with what they are saying. If not the Leo mercury can and will take it personally. As a fixed mercury Leo mercury natives are stubborn and can take a long time to change their opinions and get over a hurt or slight.

Upsides to Mercury in Leo

Mercury in Leo natives have a passionate way of speaking that has a flair for exaggeration and theatrics. A Leo mercury's colorful mind expressed itself with stagy, visual, and highly creative words and non-verbal cues.

A Leo mercury lives to make people laugh and smile and show off their sense of humor and jovial nature.

Leo Mercury communicates filled with warmth, confidence and cheerfulness that can lighten up everyone's day. Overall Mercury in Leo communication style is one of verbal creativity. 

I hope you enjoy my non-ratchet post!