Thursday, September 21, 2017

Retrograde Ass Face by theastrofiend TAKE 3 Lyrical Video

Retrograde Ass Face by theastrofiend TAKE 3 Lyrical Video

Check my song!!! YouTube link here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3XHExVWFhrY

Lyrics in video and below:

Your face Your face
Look like it's in retrograde

Your face Your face
Look like it's in retrograde (2x)

Is Chiron squaring your Ascendant
Is your Venus sign in Fall
Your face look like it's in detriment
You don't look like your parents 
at all

Your insides match your outsides
Who do you blame Satan or God?
Do you avoid mirrors?
Do you beat your face 
Like u going to a Monster Ball

Like who do you blame?

Like who do you blame?
Your chart or your dna
Like who do you blame?
For that
Seesaw chart shape face
yuck, eww,that
Outer planet 
Octile, Uranus, 12th House
ugly ass transit ass face

Your face Your face
Look like it's in retrograde

Your face Your face
Look like it's in retrograde (2X)

Like who do you blame?
Your chart or your DNA?
Like who do you blame?
For that
Seesaw chart shape face
yuck, eww,that
Outer planet 
Octile, Uranus, 12th House
Ugly ass transit ass face

Your face Your face
Look like it's in retrograde

Your face Your face
Look like it's in retrograde (REPEAT)

Shout to the retrograde ass faces out there. If you know someone with a retrograde ass face shout them out. Deuces

Check out my blog: http://theastrofiend.blogspot.com/

theastrofiend Podcast E4 Doreen Virtue, Tarot Cards, Fakeness in the Spiritual Community and Astrology, Death and Much More


NEW PODCAST ALERT

theastrofiend Podcast E4 Doreen Virtue, Tarot Cards, Fakeness in the Spiritual Community and Astrology, Death and Much More


YouTube Link: http://youtu.be/DomS4W_U5tk

Tuesday, September 12, 2017

theastrofiend Podcast E3 Virgo Archetypes, Messy Virgos and My Opinions on Virgos

theastrofiend Podcast E3 Virgo Archetypes, Messy Virgos and My Opinions on Virgos

If you listened to the first couple of podcasts the audio hasn’t been great. First one I used my phone but there was skipping and missing words. Second podcast: I used my old ass laptop but I don’t like the loud ass fan noises, again my laptop old as fuck. I’m returning back to my phone because the sound is much better/clearer/no annoying background sounds. I don’t know how to control the skipping/missing words and weird loud electronic sounds but please bear with me.

youtube: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uuo_nY-NIP8&feature=youtu.be

Thursday, September 7, 2017

Virgo Season: Resources on Learning Astrology

Since it's Virgo Season, I thought I will give you some resources on Learning Astrology.

I learned astrology mostly online and through library books. Even so, here are a few of my favorite blogs, websites, forums, and YouTube Channels.
Information and Natal Chart Websites
1.    Astro.com/Astrodienst *****
2.    CafĂ© Astrology *****
3.    Alabe.com *****
4.    Chaos Astrology *****
5.    Astro-charts.com *****
6.    Astrology.com
7.    Astrotheme *****
8. Always Astrology.com *****
9. Sasstrology
10. Bob Marks Astrology

My favorite Blogs (in no particular order)
1.    The Astrology Place.com. This blog now has membership fees but some of the articles are still free. I learned A LOT through this website. *****
2.    Astrolocherry (Tumblr mostly)
3.    Mystic Medusa
4.    The Oxford Astrologer
5.    Ohio Astrology
6.    Solaris Astrology *****
7.    Scorpioland.org *****
8.    Skywriter. This blog is known for planet dominant tests.
9.    Elsa Elsa
10.                       StarsMoonandSun
11.                       South Florida Astrologer

Forums
1.    Lindaland *****
2.    Astrologers Weekly *****

YouTube
1.    The Peace Dealer aka Mystic Illuminations *****
2.    Astrolada aka Lada Duncheva *****
3.    Gemini Brown
4.    Alyssa Sharpe *****
5.    Veerle Debruyne
6.    Jewel Mayberry
7.    Doelow Da Pilotman aka Flight Boss
8.    LiveVisionZ.com
9.    Barbara Goldsmith
10.                       Eroshiyda (old school/throwback with Kevin/Dofs1) Random but do some of you guys remember the Dofs1/Alyssa Sharpe drama?
11.                       Modern Cosmic
12.                       KRSchannel
13.                       Penny Astrology
14.                       ScorpioSunScorpioMoon
15.                       Cowgirl Astrologer
16.                       Will Harrison
17.                       Carolyn Mayberry
18.                       Grace Astrology
19.                       Carnary Quill

Books
Linda Goodman’s Sun Signs
Liz Green, Saturn a New Look at an Old Devil



There are many more blogs, vlogger channels, websites, and books but these are the main ones. The one’s with the starred ones are my favorites/from the beginning. This list is seemingly endless, so I may miss a couple.

Shameless promotion plug but I make ASTROcard Astrology Symbols & Vocabulary Flashcards Set. This is a 99 flashcard set that is laminated/double-sided/numbered and includes a lot of astrology information. Zodiac signs, aspects, chart patterns, asteroids, planets. You can find it online at Etsy and Amazon. I also have made a video on how to read natal charts on my ASTROcard YouTube Channel.

I hope all of this is helpful. Enjoy your learning on this fine Virgo/Mercury Ruled Season.

Thursday, August 31, 2017

theastrofiend Podcast E2 Thoughts Solar Eclipse, Virgo Season, and Mercury Retrograde

Hi, I’m theastrofiend, I recorded another podcast. I talked about Thoughts Solar Eclipse, Virgo Season, Mercury Retrograde. YouTube Link here.

If you listened to my first ghetto ass podcast, which was recorded over a week ago, you hear skipping and missing words. I’m sorry I used my old ass phone but this time I am going to use my old ass laptop. Excuse the loud ass fan noises, again my laptop old as fuck. Hopefully there is no skipping and sound is better. This was recorded last week.

Quick tidbits from podcast.

Solar Eclipse
I thought it was cool but I’m feening (overtly excited) to see it, mostly because where I’m it’s only a partial eclipse.
I follow Astrolada on Facebook saw one of posts. Superstition, apparently you are not supposed to- to not go outside, not eat and to pray during this time. Solar Eclipse makes sense this happening during Leo Season cuss Leos be extra as hell.

Thoughts on Mercury Retrograde and Retrograde Planets
Overrated Natally my mercury is in retrograde and in the 8th House, so nothing new. My interpretations:
Energy is directed inward.
Doesn’t make someone dumber, unlucky, or a bad communicator.
I communicate better in text, then in person. My mind is faster than my mouth
I definitely have speaking delays/lags BUT I don’t consider myself a bad communicator/speaker or dumb. I excelled in school.

For more tibits/check out my podcast on YouTube, link here. 

**Note:***I was nervous, misspoke and I didn’t elaborate as much. I also wasn’t as clear but I’m new and still learning to talk/record myself for mass consumption. 

theastrofiend podcast E1 About Me theastrofiend, Podcast Series, What Astrology Means To Me

I thought I will formally introduce my podcast. You can go on my YouTube channel (theastrofiend) and listen. Link here.
Who I am? Why I’m starting this podcast? What I want and don’t want this podcast to be? What astrology means to me?

Notes from my podcast

My History.
Part-time blogger who’s been writing astrology online (non-professionally) for four years on different online platforms
Hubpages: Four years/present. Profile: Hubpages.com/@deecoleworld

Short-lived Tumblr blog: deecoleworld

This blog: theastrofiend.blogspot.com, technically 3 years but more like 2 ½ years. This is because I only wrote 1 post for all of 2014 and started semi-regularly blogging in 2015.

I have Side hustles that both started in late 2016/early 2017.

ASTROcard. I sell online laminated astrology flashcards. I mentioned it on this blog before and I kinda didn’t want to mention it because I want to keep these things separate (professional vs. personal). I thought I will mention this because 1. I’m poor and need more money. 2. The product is pretty good and my desire is to help people who love astrology to learn astrology. You can find it on Etsy and Amazon.

BORN NATURAL- I make whipped shea butter cream, and lotion balls/bars. You can find it on Etsy.

Why podcast?
Mentioned it in podcast but also because I got North Node in Capricorn in the 5th House, so I got to be having fun while building a brand/make money from expressing myself and my creatively. I’ve been thinking about this for months. I also want to share my love for astrology.
What I want it to be?
Fun/way to express myself, share my love of astrology/spirituality
Make astrology connections/friends

What I don’t want it to be?

Relationship and Synastry Advice and Learning Astrology- I definitely want you to learn from my podcast and my experiences/opinions. BUT I don’t want to be a teacher and get into every placement, planet, aspect, and technical/sometimes boring stuff of astrology. Ain’t nobody got time for that! Aka the best way to get crazy/be burnt out.

Stressful/Too time consuming. I have a bit of anxiety and my life isn’t easy so I don’t want it to be too stressful and time consuming. I still want privacy and to live a normal life. I just don’t want it to feel like an obligation.

What astrology means to me?
-Like religion to me except not, more spirituality based system/discipline.
- Renewed faith in a higher being/purpose
-a connection to God/higher forces
-psychology/inner workings of your personality.

***Note****: Recorded 2 weeks ago.

***Note****: Water IC part kinda cut off a lot. I mentioning that Water IC (Cancer, Scorpio, and Pisces) are naturally more introverted/quiet in nature. I have a Scorpio IC and my Pluto is in my 4th House/on IC, and I am generally private/quiet/observant. Alyssa Sharpe mentions in one of videos that water ics kind of freeze when on video/recordings. Just talked about that in my podcast).


***Note**** When playing back this podcast, I noticed skipping, cutting off words. I recorded it on my old ass phone with a pretty good microphone and recording app. I don’t know why it skipped but I just thought I will share that. Also it’s 27 minutes, so if you got the stamina and patience check me out. I’m sorry about audio. THANK YOU

Thursday, August 17, 2017

The Astrology of Music Genre: HIP HOP IS LEO SUN SIGN

Happy Belated Birthday to the Music Genre Hip Hop. It’s very fitting that Hip Hop’s Sun sign is Leo. Yes events, cities, locations, and non-physical things can have natal charts.

If you didn’t know Hip Hop was born on August 11th 1973, making it 44 years old. Google.com had a Doodle on it’s homepage celebrating and commemorating Hip Hop’s date of birth. Google’s interactive Doodle had an oral history lesson of Hip Hop and also turntables with records that you can scratch on. I had fun messing with it and Dj-ing during work.

Note: Hip Hop’s time of birth (TOB) is 9:00 pm, the original 1973 flyer can be found online.

Hip Hop was started in the Bronx, NY by Black, African-American, and Hispanic Community. Hip Hop’s birth is attributed to Clive Campbell aka DJ Herc (short for Hercules), a Jamaican-American DJ. During this infamous party he scratched a record of an instrumental beat and allowed a prolong dance break in his DJ set for dancing and freestyling at his sister’s birthday party. His pioneering party and DJ-ing piece together all four elements of hip hop. The four elements are one: scratching aka breaking or DJ-ing, two: MC-ing/Rapping, three: break dancing, and four: graffiti art.

By the way I did a quick natal chart for hip hop’s “founder” DJ Herc. He’s an Aries Sun conjunct Mercury with an Aquarius moon, Pisces Venus, Gemini Mars, and North Node in Sagittarius. Piecing that all together Dj Herc is very rebellious, independent, and creative person with the sensitivity, knowledge and foresight to connect with others through music/art.

Anyway let’s get into Hip Hop’s Astrology.

Leo Sun in the 6th House.
Hip Hop’s Sun is in Leo in the 6th House, which means there is pride and confidence in routine, job habits, and health. This is not really relevant since Hip Hop isn’t a person and this context Hip Hop is an event. However I decided to include on here.

Capricorn Moon in the 11th House. Jupiter in Aquarius is also in the 11th House
Hip Hop has a Capricorn moon in the 11th House. This means that Hip Hop’s emotions is tided into the collective consciousness. The 11th House is the house of friendships, organizations, groups, dreams, and aspirations. It is ruled by Aquarius/Uranus. This is one of the reasons why Hip Hop took off. It tapped into the emotions of the poor, disenfranchised, oftentimes powerless and overlooked youth and minorities.

Random but Capricorn doesn’t get enough props and respect as a creative, inventive, and musical zodiac sign and force. Capricorn/Saturnian influenced music is known for its use of structure, timing, and earthy world influences. There is also a misconception that Capricorn moons specifically don’t have feelings or can’t express emotions. Capricorn do have feelings and can express emotions but oftentimes don’t choose to show it outwardly due to fear of vulnerability and appearing weak.

Capricorn/Saturnian music and musicians are disciplined and they take the TIME to learn everything they can know about their genre or musical instrument they are interested in. They don’t take the easy way out, or short cuts. #Blood.Sweat.Tears.Sacrifice.Capricorn’s motto.

Jupiter in Aquarius is also in the 11th, which means that it amplifies and expands all the energy in the 11th House. This is also creative energy that represents means that all about freedom for all, equality, and rooting for the underdog. Expansive, interactive people focused/driven art form that is embraced around the world. A force of nature.


Ascendant in Pisces
1st House has Chiron (Aries) and Mars (Aries)
Hip Hop has an Ascendant in Pisces. Pisces Ascendant is sensitive, compassionate and open to the world/plight of others. Even so, Hip Hop’s ascendant behaves in a bit of an Aries way. Chiron and Mars in Aries are both in the 1st House/Ascendant. So there’s a natural aggressive, energetic nature (Mars) to Hip Hop. 

There is also a misconception/misrepresentation/reputation (Chiron) that hip hop is violent, negative, and poisoning. Of course elements of these things exist in the culture but it is also about fighting, survival, and competition. If you confused look up that racist guy Darwin’s Survival of the Fittest Theory. It’s interesting to note that Hip Hop is using it’s Chiron against itself healing others while harming/reshaping itself.

One thing about Hip Hop is that it is definitely misunderstood and clouded in mystery and confusion. Aka very Piscean. Example I have seen comments online saying that hip hop is not an art form (which is outrageous and ignorant to me).

Saturn (Cancer) in the 4th House
Hip Hop has Saturn in Cancer in the 4th House, which means that it’s sensitive upbringing/early life/home is a bit rough and hard. Though Hip Hop is not a person, this is very relevant. Hip Hop started out as a way for marginalized people to creatively and productively express their experiences (of mostly poverty, broken homes, and traumatic experiences). It’s about life’s limitations and struggles. This placement is very fitting.

Mercury in Leo in the 5th House
Hip Hop has mercury in Leo in the 5th House, so there is definitely a Gemini sort of way. The need to communicate is pretty much an addiction and coupled with the sign Leo, it’s explosive. The fifth house is naturally ruled by Leo/The Sun so mercury is at home. This communication is confident, creative, proud, and in need of approval/attention/an audience.

7th House Stellium
One of the most important part is Hip Hop’s chart is the 7th House stellium. As you guys know the 7th House is the house of relationships, partnerships, and projection. Hip Hop’s 7th House is ruled by a Virgo Venus, Pluto and Uranus both in Libra. This means that Hip Hop’s relationships themes are based on the behavior and urge to offer up itself to the world in a rebellious/liberated (Uranus), transformative/powerful (Pluto) and carnal, earthy and people-oriented way (Venus). 

Extreme Criticism of Hip Hop includes:
That Hip Hop is degenerate, tasteless, class-less, and vulgar music that poisons youths minds. Hip Hop is very polarizing. Ring: What planet does this sound like? Hello Pluto anyone?

That Hip Hop is Materialistic, vain, and only appeals to the ego/impulses/lower sensual natures of Man. 
Ring: What planet does this sound like? Hello Venus? Hello Bosch’s the Garden of Earthly delights anyone?

That Hip Hop encourages anarchy, chaos, resistance to authority/law/rules, and the breakdown of society.
Ring: What planet does this sound like? Uranus anyone?

Not saying that these criticism are not dipped in truth/accuracy but a lot of these criticism also has to do with projection. Hip Hop reflects and mirrors back to us our times, our culture, our society, and our flaws. It’s not completely “perfect”or “structured” like other musical genres. Not trying to be too political/socially conscious but it’s also dipped in racism, classism, and xenophobia. Hip Hop was started by black people and according to the modern world and unnatural systems placed centuries ago, black/melanin-ated people are at the bottom of the racial totem pole. P.S. I don’t believe that shit, we popping (Cardi B voice). Best believe society’s flaws and reactions are mirrored back to Hip Hop.

Neptune in the 9th House
Neptune in Sagittarius in the 9th House is the icing sprinkles on the Hip Hop natal chart. Neptune effects is similar to Jupiter except that it’s more reactive, sensitive and murky. The 9th House is the house of education, higher learning, spirituality, and travel. Neptune in Sagittarius in the 9th House is all about creatively challenging, breaking down and transforming boundaries in an organic fluid way.

10th House
Hip Hop’s North Node is in Sagittarius in the 10th House and is the sprinkles of this natal chart. We were destined to have Hip Hop and for it to fuel and push forward human culture forward. Makes ceative cosmic exploring a business and a career.

Overall I can go on and on, but I don’t have time for that shit and this will become a 10 page novel.

Alternative Birthday for Hip Hop
Interesting enough there is also an Alternative Hip Hop Birthday created by one of the hip hop legends, Afrika Bambataa (from Universal Zulu Nation group). 

He’s stated that the birthday of hip hop is November 12th 1974. 

His reasoning is that by this time hip hop had established itself and was widespread/more accessible to the public and hungry creative minds. I did a natal chart for the alternative birthday. The Alternative chart has a 5 planet Scorpio Stellium (Sun, Moon, Mercury, Venus, and Mars all in Scorpio). Jupiter is in Pisces.

Either chart works for me, but I resonate more with the original chart, first because it’s the first and earlier chart (in terms of date/timing) and second because this chart is a bit more fitting for me. I would note that logically and honestly you can’t really pin point a start of a music genre/culture/way of life but with Hip Hop’s Leo date it represents its birth and realm into the earthy consciousness, not it’s conception.

Anyway I hope this informative, interesting, and insightful. Peace out.

Sources:
Article by complex.com, How Aug. 11 Became Hip-Hop's Birthday
telegraph.uk, How was hip hop born? Google Doodle marks 44 years since the movement began

Thursday, August 3, 2017

Carpool Karaoke's James Corden: Off-Key Socially Aggressive Leo



I don't watch  The Late Late Show with James Corden but I do happen to run across this late night comedy show's series: Carpool Karaoke videos. The premise of Carpool Karaoke is the comedian/host James Corden, drives around with famous celebrities singing their famous hits. He's driven around with Lady Gaga, Usher, One Direction, Madonna, J. Lo, aka mad celebrities. Pretty much he drives them around, fanboy/schmooze them a bit, and then tries to secretly outsing/outshine them.   It's pretty entertaining and funny. Anyway let's get into his astrology. Astrotheme profile linked here.

Off-Key Socially Aggressive Leo

Anyways I had to google his astro-info and when I found out he was a Leo Sun and Aries Moon, I was like this makes sense why he's so aggressive but also funny and relatable at the same time. James Corden definitely appeals to all our "I want to be a famous singer/rock star/musician childhood dreams.

Image result for james corden carpool
His Aries moon makes him energetic, COMPETITIVE, and excitable. While his Leo Sun (conjunct Mercury) is all about being THE STAR among the star (celebrity). Some how he manages it to make it about HIM.


I know some people will argue he's just having fun and not trying to compete but I assure you he is. I have known Leo Suns/Aries Moon combinations (technically I am one with Aries Sun/Leo Ascendant). But best believe we got to flex and show what we got. If you still think I am delusional, check out the Carpool Karaoke with Lady Gaga. Spoiler Alert: She shut his ass down. :D

He isn't too bad because he has a Libra stellium (Venus, Pluto and Mars all in Libra). He definitely wants to be liked, fit in, and be popular. Regal Leo is socially aggressive but in a passive/proud way. Libra is a bit less passive and can be extremely socially aggressive, maybe even more than Leo.

Also his Leo Sun (at Critical degree: 29 btw) also conjuncts Saturn, so he's definitely holding back and keeping it classy. Anyways now that it's Leo season and North Node's in Leo. James Corden will be continuing to do his thing

Wednesday, July 26, 2017

the astrofiend speaks project 2. Plutonian with Leo Rising: Performance

Disclaimer: This is an old ass blog post that I originally written around February/March 2017. It took me until now to finally put it out. Though some things have changed, still very relevant to me.

I went out tonight and it was amazing. After a night out I am EXCITED BUT DRAINED. For the past 8 months I avoided going out for a specific occasion. Anxiety and fear kept me indoors; even though I knew going out would possibly help. 2016 took a piece of me that I will be processing for a while (maybe forever?). The space of this lost piece is temporarily occupied by this intense anxiety and fear.

Regardless I went out tonight and I couldn’t help but notice that it kinda felt like a performance. I went to a museum an artsy, non-formal, uber casual setting where polite conversation, table manners, and attention to detail weren’t needed.

It felt like a performance because the juxtaposition is I am depressed. Not only that but I am a depressed self-aware Plutonian. FYI for those who don’t understand this terminology Plutonian is those with high amounts of Scorpio or Pluto placements. To give you a run-down of my Plutonian-ness

Sun conjunct Mercury in Aries in the 8th House
Scorpio Moon in the 3rd House
Mars Square Pluto
Pluto in Scorpio
Scorpio IC with Pluto (in Scorpio) in the 4th House
Pluto Square Ascendant
Mercury semisquare Pluto

Plutonian energy means something different to different people. Some people think the standard for Plutonian energy is angry manic depressive, violent, sex crazed, suicidal drug addicts with a dash of OCD and borderline personality disorder. This is SO NOT ME. For me I express my Plutonian energy in more subdued, introverted, and introspective ways.

I am also Saturnian but I am more Plutonian than Saturnian. Do a Pullen chart from Astro.com to find your chart dominants btw. Me being Saturnian plays a role and modifies my Plutonian-ness. I also got Venus in Pisces and Mars & Venus in the 7th House which I feel softens my Plutonian-ness.

Anyway I am deeply Plutonian and I move that way. I am an INFJ (INFP on an off day). My Plutonian characteristics: Introverted, Difficulty Letting Go of Pain and Past Hurts, Grudge holding, need HELLA SPACE TO Reflect & Regenerate. Love of psychology, supernatural/other-worldly topics and subjects. Etc.
Even so, I have a Leo Rising with Jupiter on my Ascendant. My Jupiter is retrograde in Virgo, so I am not swinging from the chandeliers but I’m also not a wallflower either. I like presenting a happy, optimistic face. Btw this isn’t me faking emotions or not being true to myself. When I am out, I am out and I leave the misery home. I am engaged, making jokes, and being fully in the moment. My Sun is conjunct Mercury in Aries; so like duh.

I turn on the charm, hence the performance aspect of it. What’s the point of going out and being with others if you’re going to be a miserable asshole? Stay home and sulk. There’s this weird confidence and energy attached to going out. I feel less self-aware, and self-conscious. I am open and free.

The discord can come when I come home and settle in. I turn it off and delve into my Plutonian-ness. The anxiety, fear, and need to be alone creeps in. FYI too many nights out, too many spaces where I feel like I HAVE to play a role (aka hanging with extended family, dinners, formal occasions) FREAKS ME OUT. As I get older I need more freedom and I thrive in non-formal settings that allow me to be myself. My best settings are art, music, nature, traveling, and academic settings. Places that are experimental and non-judgmental in nature.

Like does this make me less Plutonian? Is there a standard Plutonian behavior that all Plutonians must abide by? That’s not really a question btw. Fuck no, you can like Keeping up with the Kardashians, Hot Pink, and Hallmark Channel and still be an intense Plutonian. Fuck da rules!!!

Random but I feel certain members of my generation (Pluto in Scorpio) are subconsciously trying to out Pluto intensity each other. Like the more depressed and fucked up you are the better and more generationally accepted it is. Some people enjoy being victimize and playing victim. I know that’s a bit weird to say but just pay attention to the 21-33 age group and see what I am saying.

Transpersonal Lesson
Anyway my whole point in all of this is I am understanding my Leo Ascendant more. The ascendant is all about our life outlook and the face we show to the world. I used to think it’s just a mask; but it isn’t. Mask makes it seems like we are wearing our ascendants JUST for show, just for a performance and are faking it. The ascendant is a part of who we are, it isn’t a prop, even those sometimes it feels like a performance. It’s a part of me, an appendage that I can adjust accordingly.

I view the ascendant as a game show host with life being the game. Bright sparkly (or not lolz) game show host personality that steps out onto the world with a unique set of goals and experiences. 

The ascendant as a game show host uses it's personality to make connections/socialize, ask guests questions, get information and knowledge, and  complete game's (aka life) goal.

The ascendant sign perhaps is the type of game, a particular person is interested in or wants to play in. Planets on the ascendant modifies the game (life).

The ascendant as a game show host can also be seen as a tour guide. A spiritual tour guide, your soul/spirit road map, etc. Yes the ascendant plays a role and sometimes wears a "mask." But the ascendant game show host is there to guide you, keep you on track, and make sure you complete your purpose.

A perfect example is what happens when the ascendant game show host gets home after a long day's work. They settle in, remove their uniform, but they go to bed knowing that they learned something new that day, experienced something different, and that tomorrow they can do it again.

The ascendant game show host is like a job too. Some of us have to wear uniforms to work, some of us don't. Regardless of our uniforms (aka masks), we are not hiding (most of the time anyway). I would say that yes sometimes ascendant may appear and feel like a mask. But it depends on the juxtaposition and different nuances in your natal chart. My chart is nuanced to me for a lot of reasons, but the most basic and nuanced reason is I'm a Plutonian/Saturnian mix with Leo Rising and Jupiter on this rising. Leo is bright, fun, and optimistic, my Plutonian/Saturnian mix is dark, serious, and semi-realistic, so at times I feel like I am not being true to myself, and performing.

Regardless our ascendant is our responsibility to our natal charts and to our soul's purpose. My ascendant is like my spirit guide aka game show host. It moves me and allows me to experience the world, my world with lenses/shades that I don’t get to wear every day or all the time. It another way that makes me not only feel unique but also connected. Connected to myself, the world around me, and my chart.

Like what is your rising sign? How do you present yourself to your world? How does you rising sign relate to the rest of you chart.