Saturday, July 4, 2020

July 4th USA Birthday Natal Chart Reading: The Illusion of Freedom & Independence by theastrofiend


July 4th USA Birthday Natal Chart Reading: The Illusion of Freedom & Independence by theastrofiend

It's July 4th in the United States. This is called Independence Day where the brave strong ex Europeans broke free from mainly the British Empire to self-govern themselves as a free independent country. America for short, it established itself to the world as free and pride itself on independence, rights known as amendments including voting rights, rights to bear arms, etc. and the ability for self-determination. 

However like it's natal chart America or the United States is a contradiction, an outlier & flat out liar. 

The United States of America as much as it is about freedom, opportunity, autonomy and self-determination. It also just as much a hypocritical unapologetic Racist Capitalist Classist Business. You can't separate one from the other and the natal chart shows this.

FYI America is racist. Always has been always will be. FYI I don't prescribe or subscribe to the elementary school over-simplistic definition that racism is when you hate and think you are better than another races. No that's called prejudice and supremacy (or simply arrogance). Racism to me is systematic oppression. This isn't political, this is history.


Also FYI I do not hate America. As of now I have a very complicated relationship & experience with America. I am grateful for all the privileges I am afforded to have as an American in a first world western country. I am grateful to be given a fighting chance and opportunity for a less sucky life in my privileged as a black woman in America. However this country is not perfect, it will never be, and honesty this country and countries all over globally are overdue for a reckoning against my people/distant family. I see the other side of America's image and the ideals kinda like seeing someone without makeup. They look sick.

Now let's get into the natal chart of USA, screenshot below:


NOTE: THERE ARE MANY NATAL CHARTS FOR THE USA.
I AM USING THE SIBLY SAG RISING JULY 4TH 1776 4:50 PM PHILADELPHIA, PA USA NATAL CHART. FOR MORE INFORMATION OF USA VARIOUS NATAL CHARTS:  Astrological Chart for USA [Sibly or not?]The United States of America July 4th, 1776 5.10pm [17:10]? BY EQUINOX ASTROLOGY
LINK HERE:  
http://www.astrology.co.uk/news/USA.htm#sag

Ascendant in Sagittarius

Appearance is everything with Ascendant/Rising. The Ascendant / Rising sign is not just a mask. It's how we move in life. It's how we introduce ourselves to the world and get to our goals. It's our path in life. America with the mutable Fire energy of Sagittarius is seen as a very lucky gregarious, happy go lucky, larger than life character. America and the American Dream where wealth, big houses, big fast cars, sexy women, brawny men, hedonistic pleasures, and all your wildest dreams can come true. This can be true, but doesn't mean that it is for everyone. Inside those big smiles and open welcoming arms tells another story. The Ascendant in Sagittarius is just the front door, the living room in a big house inside USA's underbelly. Sagittarius loves journeys so let’s take a journey further into America’s natal chart.

2nd House in Capricorn
Pluto in Capricorn


The 2nd House is about money, how we make/earn money, our values, inside and outside, materialism, and our skills.

The United States of America has the 2nd House in Capricorn with their natal Pluto in Capricorn in it. Money was always the motive since before this country was a country.

American history is interesting. It started out as a group of colonies by various European empires solely to make money off of trade. This was during the time of the start of Capitalism, with Europe moving away from feudalism to Capitalism in the 16th and 17th Centuries (1500s'-1600s'). America is the first modern Capitalist country.

The pre America Americans were tired of their main mother country England (Britain, Britannia) controlling and using them. So they rebelled. America literally transformed itself and recognized it's own power (Pluto) and took control (Capricorn) to make a self-sustaining country where they didn't have to share their wealth with their mother/parents (Europe).

You can see it as a business merger where a group of strong but disorganized businesses (colonies) merged to form one powerful company in order to gain a bigger market share (money).

The phrase of Capricorn is "I use." This perfectly describes America's Pluto in Capricorn and 2nd House in Capricorn. Pluto is a generational slow moving generational planet so its' effects is felt by generations of people and is very interpersonal. 

The European Empires via the colonies, then later the newly formed America  took the autonomy and power away from others (black slaves, native Indigenous peoples) through violence, trade, monopolizing their products (via the slave labor) in order to make money for themselves and to gain power.

America's survival and resources was on the backs of others which is a negative effect of Pluto and Pluto in Capricorn. The negative effects of Pluto is power struggles and taking power from others to become more powerful.

3rd House in Aquarius
Moon in the 3rd House in Aquarius


Contrary to popular belief Moon in air signs feel emotions and are not robots. However they like to detach from their emotions, talk themselves in or out of emotions and most importantly like to rationalize their emotions, and actions as a result of their feelings. This is what America does. There's a level of detachment and rationalizing/intellectualizing emotions with Moon in Aquarius that is startling considering the stellium of Cancer/Moon/water sign energy in the US's natal chart.

As a fixed Air sign, Aquarius moon emotions are pretty consistent and stable (for an air sign). Stubborn, dogmatic, needing both space/freedom, and intellectual stimulation. Aquarius moons feel emotions but they run from it. They would rather think about it than feel it. Oftentimes compartmentalizing it than letting it flow through them.

Aquarius is seen as a very brotherly, humanitarian sign. It is, but there is an undercurrent of focusing more on collective rather than the individual. The "I love humanity but hate humans paradox."

You, your, emotions/feelings don't matter but the collective does. Oh you're suffering, well millions of people are suffering too. The end results matter. We as the water bearing control and pour the water, but we don't drink it.

America with Moon in Aquarius has done a great job of flat out ignoring and trivializing personal suffering for the greater "good" or for personal gain. America with Moon in Aquarius does a lot of emotional labor to rationalize it's seedy and immoral origins story.

The War of Independence (1775-1783) was waged and funded off the backs of forced black labor is ironic. The Declaration of Independence where all men were created equal and free except black slaves. 

Rationalizing & intellectualizing the inhumane evil nature of slavery by adding religion. Using Christianity to justify slavery. The violence, rape, incest, Brainwashing slaves by teaching them Christianity so they are easily controlled.

Rationalizing & intellectualizing White Supremacy, Eugenics with scientific racism, and manifest destiny to make it seem ok to invade occupied lands and steal them from the natives.

This isn't solely an American thing, this is Global but with America it is still going on. America does not want to confront it's atrocities, do the work of feeling emotions, of reflection. slowing down and thinking that it's actions has done to a big majority of it's peoples'.

4th House in Pisces
Chiron in Aries


In the origins story of America in relation to the 4th House in Pisces. America is the unloved, undesirable child who was separated and isolated from it's parents (Europe) in a foreign land with foreign people. America was there on a mission, but soon deviated from the mission because the lines got blurry and the boundaries were broken down. This strange land felt more like home than their original "home." Loyalties changed, and new identities were formed beyond their family, and traditions. 

These are some of the themes of the 4th House in Pisces. Sensitivity and being isolated from their family/home. Lost familial lines, crossed/crossing boundaries, blurring & ever changing loyalties and fluid identities.

Having the 4th House ruled by Pisces/Neptune, it is easy for America to have their boundaries crossed and to cross other people's boundaries. Stealing the homeland from Indigenous peoples and making them foreigners and enemies in their homeland is very 4th House Piscean/Neptunian. There is a misconception that Pisces energy is automatically these sweet, naive, uber sensitive passive energy. That isn't true. Pisces is more like a blank ever changing slate. Pisces is both the predator and the prey, the victim and the perpetrator. Like mist there is confusion surrounding what Pisces energy is.

Not to mention Chiron is in Aries in America's natal chart. Asteroid Chiron is the known as the wounded healer, a centaur that can heal others but can't heal itself. America has Chiron in Aries in the 4th House (ruled by Pisces). Violence is the United States of America wounded healer.

The violence of slavery/slave labor created wealth for the world's countries, and the colonies. Especially for America as a country to build and sustain itself up.

World War 2 and that violence and opportunist Capitalist nature of America established and promoted America as a world power. 

America is constantly attacked/criticized for its' violence (Gun violence/school shootings, anyone?) and its hypocrisy surrounding it. Violence got America to where it is now. America respects and honors violence (2nd Amendment anyone). We take advantage of violence so much so that it benefits us or "heals" not as much as it wounds. 

Just as "independence" and "autonomy" is seen as national ideal/ Violence and denial is our national identity and our pride. 

7th House in Gemini
Jupiter in Cancer
(Abundance, Luck, Opportunity, Faith, Cultures etc.)
Venus in Cancer (Relationships, Romance, Business)
Uranus in Gemini 
(Rebellion, Freedom, Change, Innovation)
Mars in Gemini 
(Drive, Action, Energy, Sexuality, Stamina, etc.)


The themes for the 7th House includes Relationships, partnerships, Business, marriage, open enemies, and projection to name a few.

America has a packed 7th House in the sign of Gemini. America has Jupiter conjunct Venus in Cancer & Mars and Uranus in Gemini in the 7th House. 4 planets

To note America has a major Stellium in Cancer with 2 Cancer planets in the 8th House and 2 Cancer planets in the 7th House. America is a very Cancer country projecting an image of being very motherly, welcoming, jovial, larger than life, protective, and abundant.

America uses its charm/allure (Venus), refreshing rebellious independent spirit (Uranus) and energetic, persuasive, combative energy (Mars) to attract partnerships/allies/opportunities/wealth and abundance (Jupiter).
You want to vacation here, build a home here, live out your dreams from New York, to Hollywood, to Las Vegas, to friggin’ Texas. Thrilling, enticing, so many cultures, so many images; America has projected a fanatic mercurial energy for the world. However once we move past the projection, we much delve further into our journey to the 8th House.

Cancer Stellium: 8th House Energy
8th House in Cancer
Sun in Cancer
Mercury in Retrograde in Cancer
North Node in Leo



America has a stellium in moody emotional Cardinal water sign Cancer. Sun, Mercury, Venus and Jupiter in Cancer conjunct. This shows that America values family, patriotism, patriarchal, traditions, family values and ancestry.

A narrative I've come up with is:
The United States of America is Europe's privileged Bastard child/prince who inherited the wealth, stolen land, and freedom from his parents who had exiled and abandoned him. He’s rebelling against his family. Sowing his royal oats, making a name outside his family's name and legacy. Immature, entitled, with a chip on his shoulder moving through the world and bending it to his will. Instinctual knowing what to say or do to gain support. Knowing how to form attachments and forging relationships with people by whatever means necessary.

This is very related to the Cancerian 8th House energy of the United States of America. America has Cancer Sun & Mercury retrograde in Cancer, plus North Node in Leo.

The 8th house is many things sex, death, taxes, and much more. The 8th House is also about shared resources and inheritance. 

America won it's freedom from the British. America “inherited” stolen land from native people by simply eliminating them and killing them. America turned their backs on the stolen peoples brought to a stolen land who build up America via forced labor, violence, and trauma still felt and inherited via it’s living descendants and their bloodlines to this day. Sun in Cancer in 8th House is very telling. Murky secretive origins story, questionable moral code, and a transformative narrative of a self that is very different from the reality of how it started out.

Cancer is one of the most psychic, sensitive, and spiritually in tune, In the 8th House with Sun (ego, personality) and mercury retrograde (communication, thinking, learning internalized) America understands the psychological depths of humans, human nature, and the human psyche. America is a good psychic, channeler, and alchemy master. This great for judging someone’s strength, sizing someone up, and for manipulating someone and their energy. Things are not what it seems here, are much deeper. Nefarious dealings and pacts made with the underworld.

Especially with Sun in the 8th House there is a conflicting contradictory identity. America deeply religious country that still has the death penalty. A country afraid of the different facades of sexuality but is very comfortable with violence. A country about family values, tradition, with maternal welcoming arms for immigrants and foreigners, while as disrespecting/killing off the native inhabitants and punishing/cursing the forced black builders who are also natives via birthright of this great country. The identity he built for himself became a country and his adoptive family. An identity that is not allowed to be questioned. If it is question, the spin masters are here to call you ungrateful, un-American, to go back to your country. Who’s country is this though?

Mercury retrograde in Cancer in the 8th house flipping the narrative especially with Mars in Gemini trickster energy. FYI yes America uses violence but it mainly fights via its’ words and the media which is so Mars in Gemini.

“The media's the most powerful entity on earth. They have the power to make the innocent guilty and to make the guilty innocent, and that's power. Because they control the minds of the masses.” ― Malcolm X, a quote by an American.


America's destiny and life path North Node in Leo in the 8th House. From its seedy inception and past to its place currently in the world. America is here for a reason and purpose. Nothing is by chance or by accident. America has moved away from South Node in Aquarius in the 2nd House ideals (Fraternity, brotherhood) from yesteryear to the current/future where it’s not the passive bystander of its destiny but the star. An active passionate set of energies that wants its presence known, admired and noticed. Wanting to be seen, wanting to get the spotlight in the most Plutonian/8th House way possible.

America is the dark banished unapologetic shameless powerful prince who claimed and inherited the future throne of a stolen land through violence, divine right, and manifest destiny. America took on its birthright, its bloodlines soaked in the blood, sweat, and tears of its mother country’s imperialism, colonization, Capitalism, and ravenous excess. America flipped it, bent it to its will and shitted on it.

9th House in Leo
Neptune in Virgo conjunct MC
Lilith retrograde in Leo


America has the 9th House in Leo. The 9th House is all about higher education, longer term travel, different cultures, beliefs, value systems, religion/spirituality, philosophy, and much more. Here in Leo America is proud and unapologetic not feeling the need to apologize for its past and current savagery. Neptune in Virgo is in here and it’s conjunct MC. Focusing on just the Neptune here in the 9th House can show questionable ethics, morals and values. Someone willing to cross boundaries on a surface and on a spiritual levels. Highly idealistic, at times self-righteous, and hypocritical. The search for knowledge in the most extreme ways without limits or boundaries. It’s important to note that Neptune in Virgo is opposite of Neptune’s domicile/home sign in Neptune in Pisces. So Virgo goes about Neptune ideals in the opposite way but share similar goals. Lending a helping with a divine cause higher and deeper than itself. Not allowing itself to be a sacrificial lamb
America has also Lilith retrograde in Leo in the 9th House. This is the bad bitch energy of the motherly, maternal, matronly Cancer that has been flipped upside down. America’s love is conditional, loyalty to no one, self-centered, egotistical, and repressive/oppressive when it comes to 9th house pursuits (higher education, travel/movement). It’s no wonder why the cost of higher education is so high and people go into debt to pursuit it and the American dream? It’s no wonder why the truth is so hard to come by and suppressed (especially with Mercury retrograde in the 8th House).

10th House in Virgo
Saturn in Libra in the 10th House
Neptune in Virgo conjunct the MC


To build after the 9th House energy of America. America has the MC, Mid-heaven, 10th House in Virgo with Saturn in Libra there. The 10th House is the house of career, reputation, public image. It’s how we want to be seen and how we actually are seen to the world on a wider level.

Here America is seen as hard working, studious, with an effort to project the image of being a fair, just country built off of freedom (off that Saturn in Libra energy). America is the world’s peace keeper leading the way against human rights violations and highly encouraging other nations to follow suit.

In terms of Saturn in Libra in the 10th House with Libra supposedly being exalted in Saturn. Saturn is all about hard work, discipline, structure, authority, restrictions, and responsibility.

The downside is that America is seen as meddling, hypocritical, backwards, especially when fashioning itself as leader of a free world being that America profits off of violence and conflict. There is a repressive, oppressive, and restrictive energy and perception here especially in terms of America fashioning itself as a model for justice, liberty, and freedom.
Remember Neptune in Virgo is conjunct MC in Virgo. So there is a bit of self-delusion and not seeing your public self clearly here. This can be true, however.

Yes America has used slaved labor and genocide the native population but what about the other countries? The other nations seem to forget that America is here because of their own greed, their own need for additional resources via global colonization and imperialism that contributed to much of its modern wealth. America has it’s fair share of doing the dirty work but other nations and countries started it and America dominated it. The fact that America dominates is what get these other countries salty. America was their cash cow, the prince that was promised. America publicly defied its’ destiny and made its’ parents their bitch babies and taking a share of the glory.

This can be a symptom of Neptune in Virgo conjunct MC in Virgo AND SATURN in the 10th House being the fall guy, the “victim” in the colonize

Criticisms with America’s reputation by other nations is the pot calling the kettle black. No one’s hands are clean. If America has to deal with the reckoning of its own unforgivable actions so do these countries. They all know this, but they shift blame, point fingers, instead of doing the real work to rectify the conditions. Not that they ever can ever correct things or wash the blood off their hands, but the effort would look pretty.

Overall this was very long and hard to write. Especially in today’s climate and times. But I’m here on the 11th Hour. America is my home. I am a student of history. I am invested in its’ future even if I have conflicting feelings for its' future.

Friday, July 3, 2020

Saturn's On Time (Tic Toc) ASTROLOGY SONG & LYRIC VIDEO BY theastrofiend


Saturn's On Time (Tic Toc) ASTROLOGY SONG & LYRIC VIDEO BY theastrofiend

Song and Video Written, Performed, and Edited by ME, theastrofiend

YouTube Link here: http://youtu.be/igGU7uTmkKE

SPEAKING 0:09

HOOK
Saturn's on Time (2X) 
saturn's got
muscle memory
Resist or Suffer
Persist or Blunder
Rise or Fall
The choice is yours
to learn
now or later
Where you think you're going
You are wasting your time.

Verse 1
Saturn's on Time 
Stop wasting your time
stop wasting your time
The hands of time
don't wait for no one
So Get your ass up
focus on your goals
The world is cold
bring your own blanket
and provide your warmth

HOOK 
Saturn's on Time (1X)
saturn's got
muscle memory
Resist or Suffer
Persist or Blunder
Rise or Fall
The choice is yours
to learn
now or later (REPEAT 2X)
Where you think you're going
You are wasting your time.

FATHER TIME IS DISPPOINTED (3X)
HE CALLED YOUR NAMED
YOU'VE BEEN APPOINTED

Saturn's on Time
Stop wasting your time
stop wasting your time
The hands of time
don't wait for no one
So Get your ass up
focus on your goals
The world is cold
bring your own blanket
and provide your warmth

FATHER TIME IS DISPPOINTED (2X)
HE CALLED YOUR NAMED
YOU'VE BEEN APPOINTED

Verse 2
Saturn's on Time (2X)
saturn's got
muscle memory
Resist or Suffer
Persist or Blunder
Rise or Fall
The choice is yours
to learn
now or later
Where you think you're going
You are wasting your time.

Saturn's on Time (4X)
TIC TOC (2X)
AD LIBS

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Friday, June 26, 2020

Moonlight Reflections ASTROLOGY SONG & LYRIC VIDEO BY theastrofiend YouTube link below


Moonlight Reflections ASTROLOGY SONG & LYRIC VIDEO BY theastrofiend 

YouTube link here: http://youtu.be/jLEa6FcIFzM

Song and Video Written, Performed, and Edited by ME, theastrofiend

I'm laying here
it's late night
and i'm by myself
looking up to the moonlight (the moonlight)

it's so bright (so bright) 
and faraway (faraway)
but I feel it's warmth
and I feel grateful to
be alive

the world is crazy 
but i got my health
and my family is alright


Moon Moonlight Moonlight Reflections
Moon Moonlight Moonlight Reflections

Luminating my mind
Luminating my heart
Luminating my soul
Moon Moonlight Moonlight Reflections
Moon Moonlight Moonlight Reflections


All I got is Time
Which makes me think
Which makes me feel
and reflect on life
The Memories, my Experiences,
Pain and happiness

All I got is Time 
Which makes me think
Which makes me feel
and reflect on life
All I Got is Time


Reflect on my Life.
Moon Moonlight Moonlight Reflections
Moon Moonlight Moonlight Reflections

Luminating my mind (2x)
Luminating my heart
Luminating my soul
Moon Moonlight Moonlight Reflections
Moon Moonlight Moonlight Reflections

Moon Moonlight Moonlight Reflections
All I got is Time
Refleccccc tions Refleccccc tions
Luminating my mind

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Monday, June 22, 2020

Octavia E Butler Natal Chart & Astrology Biography: Cancer Afro Futurist Sci Fi Writer by theastrofiend


Octavia E Butler Natal Chart & Astrology Biography: Cancer Afro Futurist Sci Fi Writer by theastrofiend

Today would've been Octavia E Butler 73rd birthday. Octavia E Butler was a Science Fiction writer who was the first science fiction writer to win the prestigious MacArthur "nickname: Genius Grant" Fellowship award. She was also a recipient of both the Hugo and Nebula awards winning 2 of each. 

I first heard about her and read Parable of Sower when I was 12/13 years old. Since then I have read a couple more of her books (Parable of the Talents, Kindred, Wild Seed, Patternmaster, etc.). I recommend you read her books.  



Born on June 22, 1947 in Pasadena, California, Octavia E Butler was an only child. She raised primarily by her grandmother and her widowed mother who worked as a maid in the 1950s' and 1960s'. Octavia was a shy, awkward kid with slight dyslexia that was bullied. Her mother encouraged her to pursue education because she couldn't. This led Octavia E. Butler to get into reading, science fiction and writing. She retreated into writing sci-fi fiction making up stories and doing her own thing. 

From my research Octavia E. Butler possess a quiet confidence and a powerful singular ambition. Octavia knew she would be a sci fiction writer and manifested her dream and therefore her destiny. She paved the way for many black women science fiction writers and Afro futurist artists who imagine a future and destiny where black people are in charge of their being. Octavia E Butler died in 2006 of possible complications of a stroke in her home in Washington State.



Octavia E Butler Astrology




Sun in Cancer conjunct Uranus in Gemini  in the 12th House


Her perfectly chart seeping with astro-synchronicity will make a believer out of an astrology skeptic.

Describing herself as shy, timid, reclusive, introspective, it's perfect that she would be a Sun in Cancer in the 12th House. The 12th House is many things. The house of self undoing, of prisons, hospitals, etc. The 12th House is ruled by Pisces aka Neptune/Poseidon. The 12th house is a spiritual death cycle where the borders and veil between the dimensions are thin. It's like a Halloween Fun House 24/7. Octavia is a hermit crab in beach overlooking a cosmic ocean in another dimension.

Random but it's possible in her lifetime Octavia was a masterful channeler whether she was aware of it or not. Energy cannot be destroyed or transferred. Energy has to go somewhere. As a probable empath and channeler she possibly retreated to protect herself and her energy from this world and it's bullshit.


Not only is she a Sun in Cancer in the 12th House she's also got Sun in Cancer conjunct Uranus in Gemini in the 12th House.

She was fiercely hermit escapist but at the same time every individualistic, quietly rebellious, and social communicator via her Gemini/mercurial energy. 

This energy also heightens and intensifies the energy of her 12th House. This gives her flashes of insight, possibly psychic abilities, & great manifestation talents.

As a writer Octavia is very self aware of who she is. It's crazy to see that Octavia is celebrated as a BLACK Feminist Woman, possibly Queer AFROFUTURIST WRITER when it's quite a contradiction as to how Octavia wanted to be seen to THE MEDIA.

If you see any of Octavia E. Butler interviews it's clear that she didn't want to be boxed in as "female" "black" "science fiction writer. Watch the interview with Charlie Rose and his annoying interrupting non-listening ass. Octavia didn't care about the semantics or social optics. She didn't even consider herself a science fiction writer but a writer. Writing was her identity and she created and birthe herself like a strange alien organic organism that's both it's mother and father.

She had escapist tendencies but she never ran away from herself. She ran away from others and their own labels of her. However she knew that she was a black woman, a feminist and she took pride in that. She just didn't want the media to put her in the double minority category that is very limiting and insulting (to her artistry/talent and intelligence).

This quote used to describe herself pretty much sums her Sun and 12th House energy.

"I'm comfortably asocial - a hermit in the middle of a large city, a pessimist if I'm not careful, a feminist, a black, a former Baptist, an oil-and-water combination of ambition, laziness, insecurity, certainty and drive."



Mars in Taurus, Venus/North Node in Gemini  in the 11th House



Octavia didn't need to socialize in the traditional sense. She socialized through her writing and communicating her ideas. Venus in Gemini perfectly illustrates that especially in the 11th House. The 11th House is all about public associations, group power and the social groups you are active in. The sci fi writing community was her tribe, her clan.

Her Mars in Taurus is also in the 11th House. Mars is a lot of things and in this case this is her ambition. So she is passionate about writing and participating these groups. Mars in Taurus is focused, patient hard worker that is very grounded and willing to do the work. This is where she puts her energy (her action).

The way she uses her Mars in Taurus contradicts traditional Mars in Taurus themes (Earthy, sensual, slightly hedonistic, etc.). If you want to focus on Mars sexuality, in her books there is a very otherworldly sexual element the alien-human sex/mating/breeding, vampire-human sex. A lot of her books the sex is impersonal and necessary often used for utility/reproduction purposes for human survival (Dawn). Not necessarily for pleasure FIRST. Maybe with the exceptions of Parable of the Sower when some of the relationships are ever so slightly
romantic" or Wild Seed/Kindred when it's violent/used for control. Octavia definately sees sex/relations on multilevels/layers.


Lastly her North in Gemini is the 11th House. This means her destiny is tied with others and the world. Why is it now she's been dead for over 10 years and artists like Janelle Monae are HIGHLY influenced by her work. 

Random but I read on Instagram like a year or so ago that one of her books Dawn is being developed to be an Amazon series by director Ava Duvernay. While another one of a books, Wild Seed is being adapted by actress Viola Davis to be yet another Amazon series.

She's very relevant now possibly even more so than back then. She's finally getting her flowers and the respect/recognition that she deserved.

Neptune in Libra the 3rd House



Another astro-synchronicity chart moment. Neptune in the 3rd House is like duh hello she's a science fiction writer.

I have to repeat myself again. Octavia E. Butler had escapist tendencies but she never ran away from herself. She ran away from others and their own labels of her. However she knew that she was a black woman, a feminist and she took pride in that. She just didn't want the media to put her in the double minority category that is very limiting and insulting (to her artistry/talent and intelligence). This applies to Neptune in 3rd House and her writing/communication and her blurring lines and boundaries as a writer, storyteller, world builder, communicator.

She is the myth and the reality. She created and birthe herself using her mind. Your mind, your words & thoughts, and self talk are important in creating your own identity. She knew the importance of this. She took control and realized there ain't no boundaries for her. She can be anything and whomever she wanted.


Her Neptune in Libra is also very socially aware. Her novels have very socially aware themes: global warming, humanity, escapism, dystopian, racism, classism. She used her otherworldly boundless creativity to create new worlds via her writing. Maybe a better word is not escape but transcend.


Jupiter in Scorpio Retrograde in the 5th House



Her Jupiter in Scorpio Retrograde in the 5th House (of creativity, sex, children, romance). Not only was she her mother and father she was also her child. To quote the Divine Venus, Jupiter Retrograde can act like Pluto in the sense that the energy is directed inward and can be very transformational (no choice in that really).

She had an expansive creative world that she built in her novels that portrayed themes of a unique/foreign sexuality and expression, reproduction, power dynamics, and overall interesting world of chaos and new possibilities.

Random but Octavia was an extremist, militant, and VERY OBSESSIVE when it came to her writing. In an article (I will reference/link below). Octavia stated she has a quote:

 “positive obsession” for science-fiction writing. She refers to this concept in an autobiographical essay, stating that “Positive obsession is about not being able to stop just because you’re afraid and full of doubts. Positive obsession is dangerous. It’s about not being able to stop at all.”

It's like she had a divine unstoppable mission to humanity like one of her fantastical characters in her books.

Moon in Leo the 2nd House


Moon in Leo is where I think Octavia got her quiet confidence. It's a misconception that Moon in Leos are attention whores. I noticed Moon in Leos (for the most part) tend to be more reserved. This doesn't mean Octavia wasn't bursting with theatrical dramatic creativity. SHE WAS. HELLO SHE GOT MOON IN LEO!!!

She shares a lot of similarities astrologically and life themes with Frida Kahlo. These are both women who created themselves in their own image. Who had a rich creative inner world that informed their daily existence. 

Octavia has Moon in the 2nd House aka using her emotions/habits to make money. Moon in the 2nd House is extremely instinctual and has income that fluctuates. Nothing is more inconsistent than the life of a professional artist. Octavia chose to stick to what she knew (herself) and how to get to that BAG.

Mercury in Cancer, Saturn in Leo, and Pluto in Leo in the 1st House



Her Mercury in Cancer, Saturn in Leo and Pluto in Leo are all in the 1st House. All these planets reinforced what I've been saying throughout this post.

Her sensitive instinctive emotional nature fueled her work. She couldn't stop; her work was her life mission, her legacy.

Again she birthe herself (she was her own mother/Cancer). She nurtured and developed her creativity in doing so she created her life, and the life of her worlds. She was also her own father (Leo/The Sun) she loved herself enough to discipline herself and her creative talent (Saturn) to her power (Pluto).

Note in terms of the astrology of appearance Octavia stood at tall at 6'0 so she was literally made to stand out. Talk about Pluto in the 1st House. Note her ascendant is in Cancer. She's a gentle giant.

Overall Octavia is an important figure and her astrological chart is very cohesive. There is so much more I can say about her, but I'll stop here. Happy Birthday Octavia

NOTE: I wanted to put this out on Octavia E. Butler's birthday last year. Technically she's also an Unconventional Cancer but honestly I wanted to write about her astrology for years even before I thought of /wrote about the other Unconventional Cancers (Frida Kahlo & Nikola Tesla) in my Unconventional Cancers mini series. Octavia deserves her OWN blog post outside of that series. Random but I also want to write about playwright Taurus August Wilson's astrology (haven't yet but I will).

RESEARCH RESOURCES

Young, Cat, "Octavia Butler’s Biography" Parable of the sower atunc.web.unc, 4 December 2017

link: http://parableofthesoweratunc.web.unc.edu/2017/12/octavia-butlers-biography/


Bates, Karen Grigsby. “Octavia Butler: Writing Herself Into the Story.” NPR, NPR, 10 July 2017, 

www.npr.org/sections/codeswitch/2017/07/10/535879364/octavia-butler-writing-herself-into-the-story.

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Friday, June 19, 2020

Synastry ASTROLOGY SONG & LYRIC VIDEO BY theastrofiend YouTube Link Below!


Synastry ASTROLOGY SONG & LYRIC VIDEO BY theastrofiend
YouTube link here: http://youtu.be/2Uq4hR3PzOg

Ad libs
Oh Baby?
What's your sign?
Oh yea yea yea yeaa!!
What's your synastry
Baby
Are you into me?

Verse 1 
Synastry
We matched in okc
Giving online dating
another
Venus's in retrograde
in Gemini
Is this really a good time?
We're in quarantine
I've got all the time

Hook  (repeat 2x)
What's our synastry?
Are you into me?
Astrology compatibility

Verse 2
It's not just sun signs.
Are our Venuses trined
Saturn in the 7th House
Is that a bad 
sign?

Moons are sextile
Our mars are squared
Will this be a passionate affair?
Twin Flames?
Soul Mates?
What do the stars see? (Repeat 3x)

Hook (Repeat Happily)
Synastry?
Are you into me?
Astrology compatibility

Ad libs
Repeat Hook
Synastry?
Are you into me?
Astrology compatibility

Disclaimer 

Friday, June 5, 2020

We Are In Saturn Times ASTROLOGY SONG & LYRIC VIDEO BY theastrofiend YouTube Link Below


We Are In Saturn Times ASTROLOGY SONG & LYRIC VIDEO BY theastrofiend 

YouTube link here: http://youtu.be/Il_f6JxHfuA

Song and Video Written, Performed, and Edited by ME, theastrofiend

We Are in Saturn Times
Stay Grounded
Work HARD
We Are in Saturn Times
Stay Grounded
Work HARD

Verse 1  
The fear 
The pain 
Anxiety 
Sadness 

We Are in Saturn Times
Stay Grounded
Work HARD
We Are in Saturn Times
Stay Grounded
Work HARD

The Fear
The Pain
The Sadness
The Anxiety

We Are in Saturn Times
Stay Grounded
Work HARD
We Are in Saturn Times
Stay Grounded
Work HARD

We will survive
We will survive

We Are in Saturn Times
Stay Grounded
Work HARD
We Are in Saturn Times
Stay Grounded
Work HARD

We will survive
We will survive
Stay Grounded
Work HARD
Stay Grounded
Work HARD

We Are in Saturn Times
Stay Grounded
Work HARD
We Are in Saturn Times
Stay Grounded
Work HARD

Disclaimer
Please stay grounded and work hard

It's going to be ok. (2x repeat)

Wednesday, June 3, 2020

Gemini Crackdown Energy, Lockdown Productivity: New Podcasts & Astrology Songs on my YouTube coming out

Gemini Crackdown Energy, Lockdown Productivity: New Podcasts & Astrology Songs on my YouTube coming out

theastrofiend on YouTube
WEDNESDAYS @ 2 PM EST NEW ASTROLOGY SONGS
FRIDAYS @ 2 PM EST NEW ASTROLOGY PODCAST EPISODE


I have called this period of time Gemini Crackhead Energy. I am energized by all this energy in a new way (because of the lockdown). My intentions and energy has led to a creative output that can only be described as Gemini Crackhead Energy

I have been really productive during this quarantine which I am proud about. From now until around until mid July 15-18 I have a wrote, recorded, edited, created videos for, uploaded and scheduled a BUNCH of podcasts and lyric astrology song videos. Every Wednesday at 2 pm EST it is Season 3 (aka year 3) of my astrology/spirituality podcasts episodes. On every Friday at 2 pm EST it is lyric astrology song videos. I hope you enjoy.

I have episode 2  (part 1 and 2) astrology podcast are out now

Monday, June 1, 2020

theastrofiend speaks 2020 pt 3: Police Brutality & Racism is WRONG & EVIL: Spiritual Warfare and the Age of Aquarius

theastrofiend speaks 2020 pt 3: Police Brutality & Racism is WRONG & EVIL: Spiritual Warfare and the Age of Aquarius
originally written on Thursday May 28th 2020



I don’t know what to say and how to start this because this is one of the first time I am really putting this out there in the public sphere.

This is an astrology blog that talks about pop culture among many other things. I like to joke and be ratchet and keep it light. However we are and have been in heavy times for a LONG LONG LONG TIME. The recent wave of even more unjust murder of unarmed black people at the hands of police and racist evil rent- a cops subhumans’ in the midst of a global pandemic that is killing thousands of people!!!! It’s like the system of racism cannot help itself it just has to destroy even as a virus is raging and destroying lives, the economy and our social lives.

I started theastrofiend back in 2014 but I didn’t start writing seriously on it until 2015. I talk about this more in my theastrofiend origins story podcasts coming out later on this week (on Wednesday specifically).

But during the time I never realized how angry I was. I was angry for a bunch of reasons. One of the reasons was disillusionment and powerlessness.

I am just realizing this but I have been internalizing my emotions and feelings in regards to the instances for police brutality and the system of racism/white supremacy which probably also fueled A LOT of this anger, powerlessness and disillusionment. I mean 2012 was Travyon Martin. 2014 was Mike Brown and Eric Garner. Sandra Bland was 2015. Philando Castile and Korryn Gaines in 2016. Botham Jean in 2018. And sadly many many more. Even before these instances as a little child hearing about Abner Louima in 1997/2001 and later as a teen Sean Bell in 2006.

Even without the death and just the news stories of fellow black people being racially profiled such as 2018’s Barbecue Becky, Cornerstone Caroline and Permit Patty; more recently Central Park Karen all this energy….

Now in this time with the death of George Floyd, the same sort of feelings are coming up and since I got the time and energy (we on lockdown and shit) why not finally address it.

The targeted murder via cops of unarmed BLACK people is evil and wrong. This is evil and wrong. This is mental/psychological, emotional, physical, and SPIRITUAL WARFARE. This is where I find myself at odds with the spiritual community and don’t really find myself relating to them. A lot of the ideals of the spiritual community are bullshit. This love and light mantra is nonsense. Burning sage, setting intentions, and practicing law of attraction is all in good fun and are good intentioned but it's all window dressing and conjecture to make you feel good. Road to hell is paved with good intentions right?

We don't need love and light and to necessarily feel good. We need to heal and address society's issues head on. And not hide behind smudge sticks, cannabis, and crystals. It's self-serving and a very privileged, naïve, and out of touch sort of existence that me as a black female in America can’t relate to.

All this violence with the media further instigating/ hyping shit up is not good for the collective unconscious especially for black people. We are leaving behind the Age of Pisces ideals such as victim-hood, self-sacrifice, blind forgiveness, and naivety.

We need to experience, and understand all the negative faucets of our human emotions. Anger, fear, sadness, anxiety, despair, disillusionment HATE. We need to heal but I don’t think the love and light let’s burn incenses method is as effective unless we also address spiritual things on a reality level.

Healing doesn't feel good. Healing can be terribly painful, scary, and traumatic. The uncertainty that you are strong enough to get through it and the anxiety and fear in moving forward afraid that any mistake and misstep can lead back where you started or even worst. Plus the reliance on your will and your faith in God is extremely vulnerable. Healing especially from trauma I realize is not a short process and can actually be something lifelong, generations long, centuries long and more.

I know spirituality is very personal and a Neptunian/Jupiterian/ sometimes Saturnian escape. However if this is the society we are living in where this is ok. I promise there will be a time where you cannot escape this. Where you won’t be able to turn off your tv or stroll down or click away. This is will be at your doorstep, your children’s, your grandchildren and all your great great great great great great grandchildrens. It can happen to you. You are not above this.

I think we are confused that the Age of Aquarius will be this love fest of light love happiness rainbows pixie dust and unicorns. Yes the Age of Aquarius can be this wonderful hippie dippie time of radical change, free love, freedom, equality and all that Uranus shit.
But Aquarius is also ruled by Saturn. A lot of people forget this.

If you want to go the conspiracy theorist route then we can. Random but I think conspiracy theorists fall into the spiritual community because a lot of them are spiritual and they talk about a lot of topics that at surface level don’t seem spiritual but they are. Conspiracy theorists call themselves the truth community but they are definitely in the same house as the spiritual community, just a different room.

If you want to go the conspiracy theorist route, the Age of Aquarius can very much also be a time of New World Order, Dogmatic hive mind mentality, thought crimes, silencing of free thought/movement, control of our minds/bodies/thoughts/individuality, 1984 futuristic dystopian society mixed with a hyper police state/martial law energy. 

I can also only imagine what the Age of Capricorn after the Age of Aquarius will bring.Freedom ain’t free. 

Remember what Martin Luther King Jr. said: 

"Injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere."

Or what Malcolm X said:

"You're not to be so blind with patriotism that you can't face reality. Wrong is wrong, no matter who does it or says it."

AND

"If you're not careful, the newspapers will have you hating the people who are being oppressed, and loving the people who are doing the oppressing."


BOTTOM LINE: Racism will never be ok. FUCK THE SYSTEM OF RACISM & WHITE SUPREMACY AND ALL THE DEMON SEEDS THAT WERE PLANTED SUCH AS:
ANTI BLACKNESS
COLORISM
TEXURISM
POLICE BRUTALITY
MISOGYNOIR

I originally didn’t want to talk or write about this because
One. I don’t want to say the wrong things, offend anyone, or be controversial or stand out/be a target.

Two I was afraid to make things political” but honestly that phrase is a bullshit term that is meant to discourage and silence people from speaking out and being honest. Murder is not political. Right and wrong is not political. Wanting justice is not political. It’s a human right and a human emotion. I am a writer, that’s my mode of communication, and it’s important for my own growth and sense of self to put this out there. This is where I stand.

I may do another podcast or song about this later on but I can’t not say anything. This is the perfect time with all this Gemini Crackhead energy (Gemini Sun, Venus in Gemini retrograde, etc.).

FYI I am not writing this to reach out, to debate, to antagonize, or to garner support because I’m over that we are the world, allies type bullshit.

If you don't like this and don’t care about theastrofiend after this then BYE!! I don't need or want you around me. I would like to think that the Age of Aquarius is also about finding your tribe. You just simply ain't apart of my tribe. Float away in your rainbow dust, faerie breathe, and unicorn fart. I don’t need that sort of energy.